Still there

Let's see. I had 2 nightmares last night that I retested this morning and it was negative. And in one of those nightmares I realized that my 'zwanger' test was only because I had held the stick under for more than 5 seconds. That's right, my subconscious doubts that I can count to 5. Not a very good sign for someone who does a lot of math in her work. As a result of the dreams, I woke up at 4:40 am and 6:25 am and I um, decided to hold it until more fortuitous times. Crazy, a little? As of 8:40 am:

I am so in awe of my body at this moment. And excited. And nervous. And wishing I could get a silly beta.



In other news, the reason my first pee-stick test was so expensive is that it is a DOUBLE package. The little things you fail to notice in a foreign language. One more stick safe and sound in my bedside table. I will try to use it strategically. I am going back to bed to cuddle with my pee-stick since JD is about 4462.1 miles away* (That's 7181 km for my European friends and 3877.4 nautical miles for my boating friends. And yes you could sail up to within shouting distance of my apartment. It's that cool).

*Google is very neat - this site will tell you distances around the world: http://www.infoplease.com/atlas/calculate-distance.html.